haven't been on i a while....need more help

The meds have made all my amplified all my problems and created a few new ones.

i haven't been on here cause i got this thought in my head that no one really cared.

yesterday i was completly afraid to leave the house for fear of something might happen and i would die from it.

even though i was given sleep meds, they have seemed to taper off working. so even though i take them i'm still up till 3 or 4 am. but i have been getting up around 10am which with me that's unheard of, i usually sleep till 3 or 4pm or later.

i feel like i'm constently on a drunk stuper.

the therapist also agrees that i need to keep talking and not let my fear of what people think stop me. she thinks this group online is a great idea for when i need to vent or ask questions.

i'm giving this pdoc one more chance when i call him in the morning about the meds.

can anyone give me any advice about how to convey to this pdoc that i'm not just having anxiety attacks. or should i just give up and try to find another pdoc on my insurance?

i know but i at least have to call him and let him know the meds aren't working right...or can i just start calling to find a new doc. i'm so new to this it's not even funny.

Love

Gloria

Love

Gloria

ok first thing in the morning i'm on it....lol

glad he is soo smart...lol

s joyjuice...for real.. Well if our brain and body don't produce enough of this stuff to make us happy.........we can have all kinds of mental disorders. That's why we need the pills. They add the joyjuice that our body doesn't produce enough of....like putting oil in your tank......lololol so with no joyjuice ( wrong meds) we have no fun no one likes us etc etc etc.....get??????? it lolol

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Gloria

I am glad to see you. I am glad you got some support from your therapist. I have dumped a few therapist, and pdocs. This is your treatment, and your life. If he is not helping you, then, get rid of him. I have a pdoc who, i really like, but, I have had to repeat myself to her about how bad, I have gotten. She doesn't always get it. She does understand how severe my bipolar is.

Keep looking until you find a good pdoc. It's worth it.

I feel the same way you do, sometimes. I get insecure, and think, everyone thinks, I, am crazy and no one wants to hear what, I have to say. I have moments where, I take things personal, or things people say affect me. I usually sit back and find out why, I am feeling this way, and move on. I come here anyway. I like this place. I keep on typing anyway....LOL We are all living with this disease, and, I am allowed to be manic, too. I am still pretty new at this. Sometimes, I am not as stable as I would like to be.

Sometimes, I can't spell, and don't know what the hell, I am saying..LOL I also get embarrassed. I blab my mouth off, and sometimes, i can't shut up. Oh well. I just don't let anyone scare me off. Keep coming back. We are here for you, and we do care.