another outbreak for no reason..

You don't have to let him treat you this way. If you keep allowing him to continue, you are enabling him to keep doing it. Keep getting help for you, no matter what he does. It will give you support through this.

If he doesn't get help his illness will just get worse.

If you have set boundaries about how you want to be treated, and have communicated what you are going to do if he doesn't respect them, then you need to follow through. Respect yourself. The best thing you can do for him, and you is say no, and get out of the way. If you stand in the way of his illness you will keep getting attacked.

My ex left me because, I was out of control, with 2 kids, and pregnant.

If I could get it together in a hurry, so can he. If he would leave the kids with you that would be better. But him leaving me was the best thing that could have happened. It made me find my own resorces and get help. I learned how to take care of myself.

You will be okay, and so will he.

Good to here that. How is every thing else?