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paulzpc Posts: 11
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I'm Sorry for your loss,forgive me I am not a total tool all the time,when I am happy I feel above the ground ( not that often) when I am sad, I feel I want to be in the ground, I am angry at my own life's dictions and I yell a lot into pillows I stopped punching walls I brake knuckles easy, but I cut myself I don't know why it seems to stop the pain I want to run from myself but the faster I run the more I get a head of my own self and there I am back where I started...I have night mares dreams of helping my son breathe saving him only to have him die again and again , for the most part I drive my girlfriend crazy we fight a lot, but hey!! the state says I can work picking cans off the side of the road as long as I don't throw them at passing cars...thank you all sorry I am not my self, haven't been for awhile and I am not sure if I will be back soon they are coming to take the floor I am standing on..ARRRR life.. |
"When I was diagnosed about 18 months ago with fibromyalgia, I didn't know where to turn. I got on my computer and looked for a support group where I could talk to other people with the same disease and get some help...Information, suggestions, mostly just what I can do now that I have this.....disorder/disease/syndrome...I didn't even know what to call it. I found MDJ, and yes, there was a support group for fibro. I started a post, and figured I would never get an answer. However, very quickly I was welcomed in, and became really involved in the group. I received help, support, friendship and the feeling of being truly cared about by these strangers who had become like family to me. Now, I have been here for about a year and a half...I have become a group leader, and love every minute of it. It is so wonderful to be able to help others. I still receive help and answers from the members in this group. The fibromyalgia is where I go to help, support, listen, care and even laugh. I don't know what I would do without this group." (mabri)
