jodie1973
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Oh 7Even, Godd bless you honey, I know just how you feel. I worry so much about the long term impact on my babies, they think our life is normal and it IS NOT. My poor son seems to be one of my husband's triggers and he takes a lot of things from his dad that no kid should. I am torn by what I should do, because if I leave my husband, I am afraid that he will worsen until something horrible happens, but I also worry so much for my kids. I worry that if I leave him, what about visitations? How will I protect them if I am not there, from his anger, from poor choices he may make.....it all is a worry no matter where I turn. Yesterday I was his "sugar baby" and he loves me so, and he promises to make our lives better. Today he is trying to kick me while he lies in bed. It's hard not to take that personal. It's just hard. If you want to PM me anytime, feel free. We seem to be living similar lives, and maybe we could support one another, in whatever we decide. I'm thinking of you. One thing, MsBimbo told me I should keep a journal, and I am going to do just that. I will feel like I am doing something constructive, and that might relieve some of my stress. Maybe you should consider this also. |
