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Sorry to hear you are having a rough week! Considering how miserable you are and how you are already cycling so rapidly, I'd call the doctor's office and get some medical help. It sounds like your medication is not working for you right now. To wait might put you through even more misery before your medication can be adjusted. I say forget the being 'strong' sh _ _ we've been told. Too much and too often I've hung on and was 'strong' I now know the destruction of my mental faculties and physical condition that has caused me. Everyone has that faculty to pull extraordinary strength or stamina for very short periods of time, but others have no idea what this is like trying to keep together long enough to make it another moment or day. Get thee to a phone and call your doctor and stay away from the nunnery! Only you know how much it is disrupting your life and delays while the medication is clearly not working for you may give a false indication in your records as to how well you respond to it. Now I'm sure you know I'm not a professional, so if you've read this far, I hope something in the pile of words can give you encouragement and hope and I hope for you wisdom to deal with the things you need to do for yourself! Hugs! and Hope! msbimbo P.S. Sunflowers are one of my favorite flowers. I'll be thinking of you often as I have them planted all around my garden!  MsBimbo |
