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03/15/2009 08:48 PM

deaath **trigger**

racob88
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sometimes i think i wanna die, just to make everyone in my life feel guilty. not suicidal necesarily, but just to see who cares... is that weird?
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03/15/2009 08:55 PM
racob88
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not trying to be insensitive...just wondering if its weird to feel that way

03/15/2009 09:17 PM
ceegee
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I have felt the same way... Its like I want them to feel bad about the way they have treated me... or I want to see if they would really care if I was gone or not...so if its wierd than we are wierd together...Wink

03/15/2009 11:37 PM
karmapolice
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Shit, I thought I was the only one who got those thoughts. It's weird isn't it?

03/16/2009 04:49 AM
norma
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It is not weird. However, I think there are more positive ways to recognize that those in your life care about you.

Might want to discuss this one with the doc...hugs


03/16/2009 05:18 AM
neondreams
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I've felt this way in a fit of rage. Usually though it is short lived once I remember how I reacted when I lost my parents, a sister and a best friend. I'll also never forget the sound of my mother crying "Please don't leave me -- I love you" while her husband of 53 years was in a diabetic coma.

03/16/2009 05:38 AM
debiski
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I think of death often these days. I think of how small my funeral would be. I have no one but my family. No friends, no one else who would even give a damn. I think about the fact that yes, my family would miss me, but they'd get over it and a huge burden would be lifted off of my husband.

03/16/2009 05:44 AM
Bungee
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My thoughts EXACTLY these last 2 days...feels like I've left such a light footprint here that nobody would notice if I was gone. *SCARY*

03/16/2009 05:46 AM
Bungee
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Nope not wierd at all.
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