Bipolar Support Group

2 = Depressed and I can tell it is going to hang around awhile

3. Depressed - but my favorite ______ < insert word could cheer me up

4 = partly cloudy, moving but not motivated, functioning

5 = fine, functional, steady, stable, working list

6 = looking forward to the day, sunny, energized

7 = feeling great, looking FANTASTIC, couldn't be better

8 = up since 4 am cleaning, rearranged the living room, wrote the President, had sex twice

9 = can't stop thinking, why are all these other people so slow and stupid, time is short possibilities unlimited, I need to write that down perhaps start a novel, get out of my way

10 = the television told me I was sent by God direct to save the world so I gave away all my worldly possessions and am walking the universe ridding it from evil as I find it...and it is everywhere

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Good Morning Sunshine! Wake up buttercup!

I am a 5 but really trying to be a 6. I am still recovering from my meltdown over the last few days. And to top it all off- I didn't use my distraction plan! grrr <mad at myself>

Folks I have IKON issues. The big pretty huge do everything IKON machine is the first thing I see when I walk in my department. It is pretty also (light blue and white) I now have it in my department but they only hooked up the copy part of it. So the fax and printing option does not work. So now I have to coordinate how to get that stuff hooked up.

THe monk and I need a break from each other. I told him that one of us needs to move out of the country. He told me it has to be me cause he owns a biz here. So whatev. He enables my bpd. < I don't need that. He reinforces my borderline behavior. All I can do is pray.

I am so happy about spring being around the corner but it is a very busy time for me. I will begin talking to the middle school kids about economics in March. Just at the end of that 6 weeks, I will start coaching soccer. It is going to be busy but I usually thrive when I have so much going on.

Anyways! Lov you all ((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

I am choosing to have a calm and confident day.

I hope everyone else does the same!

Post edited by: starbright, at: 02/27/2009 03:47

scrap the 2 my mood has improved, i think im a 4 now, still a underlying depression but im functioning and actually making future plans even if it is only a day or so into the future.

Post edited by: starbright, at: 02/27/2009 06:00

Jen