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05/22/2012 07:40 PM
IDoNotKnow
IDoNotKnow
 
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REALLY REALLY could use a friend

Oh God

just to talk to

Post edited by: IDoNotKnow, at: 05/22/2012 07:40 PM

"If you could read my mind you would be in tears"

"Who cares when I cry"

"A smile just hides the tears we hold inside."
- Me (IDNK)
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05/22/2012 07:42 PM  Top
IDoNotKnow
IDoNotKnow
 
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AFRAID AND ALONE
"If you could read my mind you would be in tears"

"Who cares when I cry"

"A smile just hides the tears we hold inside."
- Me (IDNK)

Previous discussions I participated in:
hi.today
SORRY SORRY SORRY
FOR IDNK AND SLADA!!!

05/22/2012 07:56 PM  Top
IDoNotKnow
IDoNotKnow
 
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The most pain I have ever been in
"If you could read my mind you would be in tears"

"Who cares when I cry"

"A smile just hides the tears we hold inside."
- Me (IDNK)

Previous discussions I participated in:
hi.today
SORRY SORRY SORRY
FOR IDNK AND SLADA!!!

05/23/2012 09:18 AM  Top
2ofme
2ofme
 
Posts: 1347
Senior Member

You'll live with this and be taking medications for the rest of your life. (seemingly those words only darkened and deepened the black hole I was already staring into)
-------------------------
BAD-2 w/ ME, RC & Hyper-Sexual Tendencies,
MDD, GAD & SAD, PTSD, Paranoia
ADHD/ADD w/ OCD Tendencies,
Adult Child of Abuse,
Substance Abuse Survivor with
Alcoholic Tendencies
-------------------------------
in the "healing process"
-------------------------------
trying to learn to "live again!"
-------------------------------
redefining "good enough"
-------------------------------
personal goal is to "LIVE HAPPILY & HAPPILY LIVE!"
-------------------------------

05/23/2012 10:09 AM  Top
ZadieBlue
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Hang in there IDNK!
"I'm going to quit -- dried turkey." - Anonymous

"I forgot my mantra." - Annie Hall

"Knocked me on the head and sent me spinning
It was a blast I can't remember the last time
Stand between two poles and hold your arms up
I'll kick me over your head and stock down . . . " - Throwing Muses

Female, age 37

Bipolar I (mild)
• Episodes / cycling happen most often during Spring and Fall allergy season; some dissociation possible during episodes.
• GAD dx 12/11, PTSD traits, ED (in recovery)
• Boarding school survivor :)

PSYCH:
Adderall 15 mg x 2 • Prozac 40 mg • Ativan 1.5 mg • Geodon 120 mg • Starting Lithium again
(Levothyroxine 50 mcg • Atenolol 12.5 mg x 2 • Clonidine 0.1 mg x 3).

ALLERGY / ASTHMA -- (Winter / Spring cocktail): Levocetirizine • Alvesco HFA 160 mcg • Ketotifen Fumarate PRN • Flovent • ProAir PRN

Mercy Buckets to everyone!!!

05/23/2012 06:34 PM  Top
IDoNotKnow
IDoNotKnow
 
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I am sorry for upsetting you 2ofme.

This was a wrong response from me.

I mess up over and over.

Post edited by: IDoNotKnow, at: 05/23/2012 06:35 PM

"If you could read my mind you would be in tears"

"Who cares when I cry"

"A smile just hides the tears we hold inside."
- Me (IDNK)

Previous discussions I participated in:
hi.today
SORRY SORRY SORRY
FOR IDNK AND SLADA!!!

05/23/2012 10:37 PM  Top
2ofme
2ofme
 
Posts: 1347
Senior Member

You didn't upset me IDNK! No need to apologize. Those were simply the 'most painful words I ever heard' I am doing well with a medication addition and re-employment. You did NOT mess anything up! Okay?!?!? (((big ol' country boy lovin' hugs)))
-------------------------
BAD-2 w/ ME, RC & Hyper-Sexual Tendencies,
MDD, GAD & SAD, PTSD, Paranoia
ADHD/ADD w/ OCD Tendencies,
Adult Child of Abuse,
Substance Abuse Survivor with
Alcoholic Tendencies
-------------------------------
in the "healing process"
-------------------------------
trying to learn to "live again!"
-------------------------------
redefining "good enough"
-------------------------------
personal goal is to "LIVE HAPPILY & HAPPILY LIVE!"
-------------------------------

05/24/2012 06:28 AM  Top
Dit
Dit
 
Posts: 12080
Group Leader
I'm an Advocate

(((((Big Hugs))))) i hope you feel better soon, have faith k i know you do you'll find that light at the end of the tunnel real soon, i'm so sorry you are not feeling well, you are in my thoughts and prayers
Be Still and Know That I Am - Scripture
12-Step Slogans - One Day/Moment at a Time/Just for Today/Let Go & Let God/But By the Grace of God
Live and Let Live/Easy Does It/This Too Shall Pass

"Don't be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts." - Hopi tribe

Bipolar I

Lithium 300 mgs, Lamotrigine 200 mgs, Klonopon (Clonazepam) .05mg more if needed, Clomipramine (Anafranil) 25 mgs, Abilify 5 mgs, Seroquel 25 mgs

Please note that I am not a psychiatrist or psychologist. My opinions are personal only. This site is not intended to be a substitution for professional care, nor is anyone here qualified to make diagnoses.
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