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Mary, What do you mean by, "Now I am having som bleeding in my ears and eyes." You said you beat yourself in the head with a mallot and hard shoes the first week in Jan. Did you seek medical attention after you did this? Did a doctor tell you your "brain is swollen" and if so is the doctor aware of the current bleeding? Did you just start bleeding from your eyes and ears? If you answer no to any of these questions you need to seek medical attention immediately. Are you currently under the care of a psych doctor? If not please get in to see one as soon as possible. If you are under the care of a psych. doctor is he/she aware that you continue to cycle and self injure when you cycle? Are you in therapy? I do not self injure so I cannot help you in that regard but I have read other post where it has been discussed. Others have said that when they get the urge to self injure they would focus on something else and do something else like coloring or cutting up paper until they had control of the 'urge'. There were many other examples of what they would do to stop themselves from self injury. I am sure someone else who knows a lot more about self injury than me will respond to this post soon. Take care, Lustrious |
