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notsohot Posts: 227
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i haven't been on for a few cuz i have been gone. Like anyone really cares though. I am not having a good night. I am feeling like a big ball of emotions right now. Sadness, confused, not really caring at all. I'm havin a f it attitude right now. I am agitated and depressed. I am trying to do some coping mechanisms, but they aren't really helping. I really hate the depressive side of this damn illness, it REALLY sucks. I feel hopeless in my fight to feel some sort of happiness. It feels like a dark tunnel where i cant see the light. I am sick of people saying to me.. just snap out of it. Oh that makes me so mad when I hear that. Bipolar I with psychotic features (rapid cycling, mixed episodes)
Mild OCD (hand washing, counting, doing things in groups of 4 or even numbers.)
Axiety
Paranoid thoughts
Geodon 240 at supper time
Effexor XR 150mg once daily
Buspar 30mg twice daily
Vestaril 100mg at bedtime
Cogentin .5mg as needed
Lamictal 300mg once daily
Trazadone 50mg at bedtime
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