Bipolar Support Group

Ever since my hallucination n my neighbour stared at me for bout 10mins im getting more n more paranoid. Like im still managing to leave the house so it hasnt consumed me that badly, but last night i was laying in bed thinking he had climbed the tree outside my flat and was watching me thru my window; this was only because lights started appearing through my window. So yesterday i was thinking about keeping my curtains shut forever both day n night, luckily i havent succumbed to that. Im starting to think that hes tapping into my internet and phone line and keeping a track on what i say to people and what im up to etc. But then its not that bad as im still freely using my computer and phone. This morning i was doing my hair in the mirror and i saw a reflection of a large parcel under my bed immediately thinking he had put it ther, but after a few seconds i reverted back to reality and realised it was just something i had put under my bed the other day when i was having a clear out. I will discussing this with my tdoc 2moro, but just wanted ur opinions on the issue.

I have no advice and I am so glad you are seeing your tdoc tomorrow. I just wanted to let you know that i am sorry you are suffering with this and that you have our support.

(((((bob333))))

Hi bob333, I am sorry you are suffering like this. I am aware you are not medicated because of your pregnancy and can only assume your paranoia is worsening because of this. Talking to your tdoc is a good idea. Also, I recommend you talk with you pdoc and ob/gyn. My heart goes out to you. Hang in there.

Seeing things must be alarming. I can only imagine what you are going through. The fact that you aren't medicated, I agree with Sarah that it's getting worse. I'm glad you have a therapist appointment very soon so you can talk about this. I'm sorry this is happening to you and pray that you find some kind of relief. We are here for you to talk to about this. Please keep doing this, we really care and want to see you well. Let us know how your appointment goes. You are in my heart.