I have been pretty stable with a few situational excitements (hypomania to mania characteristics) and a very tad bit of depression. Currently I am feeling depressed but I can not physically get there, I can't get depressed. Of course this must all sound dandy and desirable BUT I feel so conflicted I am just on the boarder of wanting to rip my hair out because I am feeling depressed but I'm fueled with energy, or Im filled with energy yet I feel depressed. It is so strange because there is nothing to be sad about... it's actual depression. It's so hard to describe. I feel that when alone I am all bottled up but when I am out and about I feel pretty ok when people tell me what to do or if I am just helping everyone out. [u]gghh. So hard to describe, but I am trying... any tips *DX*
-Bipolar II
-Panic Disorder (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
-ADHD
*RX*
-Dextrostat Spansule- 20mg(AM)
-Lithobid (Lithium)-300mg(AM) and 300mg(PM)
-Lamictal-225mg(PM)
-Xanax.50-1.0mg tabs at bedtime and as needed
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