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Blessings,

Becca

but i know that i about to head into one of my moods

so i hope my meds help just alot you know.

family, friends, ??? sounds like you need some help..please take your meds.

hope you are better.

you need help now. hope you are ok.

1. if you have someone helping you have them separate your meds

into doses. use blank envelopes you can get them cheap.

Write on the envelope the name of the med, dose, time to take it.

That way you won't take too much or forget to take it.

2. get someone to help you with this as it can be difficult to do

until your meds help your thinking.

3. Get someone to stay with you if you can or go somewhere where

you can get help.

IF YOU ARE ALONE AND ARE STILL FEELING LIKE YOU ARE GOING TO HURT YOURSELF CALL A CRISIS LINE OR GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM.

Get someone to go with you who can explain that you are bipolar and need help immediately. Dont' let them give you that crap about if you are a danger to yourself or others. If you can't think and function then you need immediate care. If you were bleeding or hit by a car they would take care of you. Going through a bipolar episode where you can't think is just as serious.

i am praying for you and hope you are ok. your message really touched me since this is how my son felt when he got sick.

4. Some meds take time to work. Having someone be with you until

you are more stable would help.

i for once for like i have friends i can talk to and be myself

i mean i have alot of people that want to be my friends but i just cant be friends with them i dont know why...you know.

no one can handle me when i am goin thought my moodswings and right now i dont feel like hurting myself but i do feel really lonely.

and to know that sum care just alittle makes me feel kinda happy

but i know that i have my famliy but i always hurt them.

i have really bad anger when i start and they get hurt and so does everyone around me.

my head wont stop goin its driving me carzy

i just want to sleep is that so fuckin bad

and it pisses me off.

a hell of alot.

but my famliy helps as best as they can.

i just want to be happy now not later you know. i know i am a pain in the ass to my friends and famliy i mean i just lost about 5 of my friends b/c i yell and beat the hell out of them but owell i guess they wasnt my friends right.

idk but i just want to thank yall and i hope to sum day be able to help yall you know. well i guess i am goin to go lata yall

and i started my meds to day so i hope they can help just alittle you know.

well lata