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11/02/2011 12:27 PM

sumanic
sumanic
 
Posts: 2253
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Feeling tired after cycling
Bipolar 1, Mixed Episodes, Rapid cycling, PSTD,ADHD Recovering Marijuana-Addict Alcoholic.

Seroquel 600 mg
Lamotrigine 400 mg
Bupropion 450 mg
seroquel 25 mg as needed for anxiety.
Seroquel xr 200 mg as needed for mania
Hydroxyzine hcl 1-2 tabs as needed for anxiety

The truth is that everyone is going to hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for...... Bob Marley
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11/02/2011 01:17 PM  Top

ZadieBlue
ZadieBlue
 
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1). Brand new symptoms 2). A pdoc w/ a God complex
"I'm going to quit -- dried turkey." - Anonymous

"I forgot my mantra." - Annie Hall

"Knocked me on the head and sent me spinning
It was a blast I can't remember the last time
Stand between two poles and hold your arms up
I'll kick me over your head and stock down . . . " - Throwing Muses

Female, age 37

Bipolar I (mild)
• Episodes / cycling happen most often during Spring and Fall allergy season; some dissociation possible during episodes.
• GAD dx 12/11, PTSD traits, ED (in recovery)
• Boarding school survivor :)

PSYCH:
Adderall 15 mg x 2 • Prozac 40 mg • Ativan 1.5 mg • Geodon 120 mg • Starting Lithium again
(Levothyroxine 50 mcg • Atenolol 12.5 mg x 2 • Clonidine 0.1 mg x 3).

ALLERGY / ASTHMA -- (Winter / Spring cocktail): Levocetirizine • Alvesco HFA 160 mcg • Ketotifen Fumarate PRN • Flovent • ProAir PRN

Mercy Buckets to everyone!!!

11/02/2011 03:14 PM  Top

YorkieLove
YorkieLove
 
Posts: 7028
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I'm an Advocate

I'm just a shadow of who I used to be. Meds, brain damage, lingering depression? IDK
Lisa

My advice is purely personal. I am not a Doctor and there is NO substitute for getting proper medical diagnosis and advice.

Bipolar II, Depressed Severe

Lamictal 400 mg
Seroquel 150 mg
Effexor 150 mg
Inderal 10 mg
Ambien 5 mg
Lithium 1200 mg

11/02/2011 04:20 PM  Top

bfly
bfly
 
Posts: 4061
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Not being able to handle stress very well... cycling during the times when you need stability THE MOST!
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears. And how else can it be? The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Kahlil Gibran

"The sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being." Carl Jung

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” Leo F. Buscaglia

"Always fall in with what you're asked to accept. Take what is given, and make it over your way. My aim in life has always been to hold my own with whatever's going. Not against: with."
Robert Frost

"God doesn't give us more than we can handle, I just think He overestimates my strength!" lol- me

Bipolar I, PTSD, Bulimia, Anxiety, Fibromyalgia

Lithium 1500 mg; Lamictal 400mg; Busparone 60 mg; Armour Thyroid 30; Visteril as needed

Previous discussions I participated in:
What's your glass
Who Hate AA
Stacked Against Me

11/02/2011 05:02 PM  Top

sumanic
sumanic
 
Posts: 2253
Senior Member

uncontrolled thoughts and feelings
Bipolar 1, Mixed Episodes, Rapid cycling, PSTD,ADHD Recovering Marijuana-Addict Alcoholic.

Seroquel 600 mg
Lamotrigine 400 mg
Bupropion 450 mg
seroquel 25 mg as needed for anxiety.
Seroquel xr 200 mg as needed for mania
Hydroxyzine hcl 1-2 tabs as needed for anxiety

The truth is that everyone is going to hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for...... Bob Marley

11/02/2011 05:06 PM  Top

bfly
bfly
 
Posts: 4061
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The times when I am afraid...
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears. And how else can it be? The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Kahlil Gibran

"The sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being." Carl Jung

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” Leo F. Buscaglia

"Always fall in with what you're asked to accept. Take what is given, and make it over your way. My aim in life has always been to hold my own with whatever's going. Not against: with."
Robert Frost

"God doesn't give us more than we can handle, I just think He overestimates my strength!" lol- me

Bipolar I, PTSD, Bulimia, Anxiety, Fibromyalgia

Lithium 1500 mg; Lamictal 400mg; Busparone 60 mg; Armour Thyroid 30; Visteril as needed

Previous discussions I participated in:
What's your glass
Who Hate AA
Stacked Against Me

11/03/2011 11:16 AM  Top

Eric17
Eric17
 
Posts: 358
Member

* Having no memory of what it's like to be 'normal' and spending my life wondering/chasing that elusive question: 'What is it like to be normal/stable/healthy'.

* Fear that I will never have that true, unconditional love. That special someone who views my brain disorder for what it is; an illness presenting occasional complications, not a reflection of who I am as a person. Now that I am much more healthy (yea CBT!) and have a handle on why I made the relationship choices I have in the past, the field is severely narrowed. I will not settle for less than being an equal partner in any relationship... I fear I will forever be alone Sad

Eric
Bipolar Affective Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, OCD
Currently (03/17/2011): Lithium, Temazepam, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Multi-vitamin, Fish Oil
Good Sleep Hygiene/Near Vegan/Exercise/Working to Limit Stress
This illness will not take from me again without a fight!
* "Doubt everything; find your own light" Siddartha Guatama Buddha

11/03/2011 12:07 PM  Top

soy70
soy70
 
Posts: 1774
Senior Member



Post edited by: soy70, at: 11/03/2011 01:16 PM
Bipolar
Wellbutrin 450
Prozac 20
Lamictal 200
Adderall 40

MS
Tysabri

11/03/2011 01:03 PM  Top

soy70
soy70
 
Posts: 1774
Senior Member



Post edited by: soy70, at: 11/03/2011 01:16 PM
Bipolar
Wellbutrin 450
Prozac 20
Lamictal 200
Adderall 40

MS
Tysabri

11/03/2011 03:04 PM  Top

Cthebird
Cthebird
 
Posts: 2609
Senior Member

Just when you think things are finally getting better. When you think you now see the "real" you again. BAM! Another episode efs you up. Am I ever going to have a job again and not scare people away. Is this the maximum number of medications any person with bipolar disorder has ever taken (excluding other conditions)? At least 2 of my moodstabilizers are also anti-seizure meds, but my pdoc prescribed before the neurologist came into the picture. The neurologist is worthless. Thank God for my pdoc. My psychologist is worthless. He does nothing but talk about himself. He is so out of here, just like the neurologist. My gp is stiff but OK. My gynecologist used to be nice, but them she insulted my pdoc. I used to hate my endocrinologist, but now he is outta here.

I really thought I'd get rid of the Lithium. We were down to 600 mg. Now its back to 900 mg. Pdoc also doubled the Navane. Now I'm more vulnerable to Tardive Dyskensia and the other dyskensias. I don't blame him though. I did, however, not like when he told me to take a Seroquel tonight. I hate Seroquel. It makes feel like I'm brain dead. He also told me not to stop anywhere on my way home tonight. So I'm home. I called my husband and he said he would order a pizza and an antipasta. I'm a little hungry, but I haven't been very hungry since starting the Navane. One night I didn't even eat dinner. I guess that makes the Geodon somewhat ineffective. I wonder if I took all of my medications and vitamins/minerals and the fish oil capsule and put them in a measuring cup what size cup it would fill. It would be a real challenge if I had to take all of them alone. Today I filled up 6 pill boxes plus my husband's pill box. Instead of going back to a management job someday I should work on an assembly line. I'm getting good at it.

OK

Post edited by: Cthebird, at: 11/03/2011 03:15 PM

Bipolar 1, Simple Partial Seizures, and migraines

Psychiatric meds:

Lithium ER (900 mg)*Tegretol XR (1400 mg)*Lamictal (100 mg)*Geodon (160 mg)*Navane (5 mg)*Seroquel XR (100 mg)*Klonopin (.5 mg)

Ativan 1 mg "as needed" (I rarely take it.)*Seroquel regular 50 mg "as needed" (Only if I'm getting elevated.)

Other meds:

Propranolol (40 mg)*Levothyroxine (150 mcg)

My mix is side effect friendly for me.
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