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08/06/2011 09:25 AM
jaxbipolar84
jaxbipolar84  
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i cant stop crying, i just feel so lonely--- like i need to be around people... i feel hurt
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08/06/2011 09:50 AM  Top
Zin

I'm so sorry your feeling so bad. If you ever need an ear, I'm happy to listen! Feel free to pm me!

Big Hugz,

Zin


08/06/2011 06:43 PM  Top
mimmy
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JAX!....(hugs)..I'm sory you're sad. we've missed you here. I haven't seen you post in a while. I've kinda of been in a fog myself so forgive me if I missed somthing obvious. what can we do to help?
aroo?
bipolar w/ psychotic features
fibromyalgia
gastroparesis
mitral vavle prolaspe

lamictal 100mg
abilify 15mg
protonix 40mg 2 x's a day
neurontin 600 2 x's a day mg
orap 3mg's
zanaflex 4mg
topamax 50mg 2x's a day
ativan .25 mg up to 2x's per day.
singulair 10mg

is a leap of faith the first step?..or the moment when you realize if you go any furthur there's no going back?

Previous discussions I participated in:
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08/06/2011 07:31 PM  Top
cptblack
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We are here for you Jax. Feel free to tell us whatever you want.
"Projecting the worst is a prescription for anxiety." Uppity

08/06/2011 09:12 PM  Top
sarahtroy
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Jax, please send me a chat or PM whenever you want. -Sarah
Bipolar II, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attacks, Agoraphobia & PTSD; Alcoholic in recovery since 3/21/07.

Aplenzin 522mg; Pristiq 200mg; Lamictal 400mg; Geodon 160mg; Ativan 1mg TID; Deplin 15mg; Xanax PRN; Metoprol 100mg.

• "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle happens."
• "My little dog - a heartbeat at my feet." ~Edith Wharton
• "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." ~Ian MacLaren (Usually mis-attributed to Plato)
• "And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." ~Anais Nin

My support and advice is not a replacement for medical diagnosis, treatment, or professional medical advice.

08/07/2011 08:30 AM  Top
jaxbipolar84
jaxbipolar84  
Posts: 85
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i was so busy with other things i forgot about myself-- life i sjust horrible, i wish it would get better-- some how some way

08/07/2011 08:55 AM  Top
ApRiLGeTsAngry77

jax I am not clear on the circumstances but I am here to tell you that things will improve. There is hope. I am sorry you are feeling so lonely. I get like that sometimes to. Keep expressing how you are feeling to us. We care. (((hugs))))

08/07/2011 09:20 AM  Top
manicmetoo
manicmetoo  
Posts: 1313
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I hope your day goes better today Jax. Hang in there it will get better sooner or later, hopefully sooner. best wishes, and big squishes.
deb

Bipolar I (rapid cycling, mixed episode), ADHD, OCD, Anxiety disorders, Fibro, borderline and possibly psychitso effective, COPD... really?


80mg Geodon (mania & depression)
450mg Seroquel (helps my depression)
2mg klonopin(panic, anxiety, akathasia)
200mg Provigil (keeps me awake during the day)
vicadin (fibro pain killer)
Zanaflex 6mg (fibro muscle relaxer)

08/07/2011 11:24 AM  Top
Dit
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My heart goes out to you, i hope you feel better soon and remember 'this too shall pass'

((((((((GREAT BIG HEALING HUGS)))))))))

Be Still and Know That I Am - Scripture
12-Step Slogans - One Day/Moment at a Time/Just for Today/Let Go & Let God/But By the Grace of God
Live and Let Live/Easy Does It/This Too Shall Pass

"Don't be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts." - Hopi tribe

Bipolar I

Lithium 300 mgs, Lamotrigine 200 mgs, Klonopon (Clonazepam) .05mg more if needed, Clomipramine (Anafranil) 25 mgs, Abilify 5 mgs, Seroquel 25 mgs

Please note that I am not a psychiatrist or psychologist. My opinions are personal only. This site is not intended to be a substitution for professional care, nor is anyone here qualified to make diagnoses.

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08/09/2011 08:03 AM  Top
jaxbipolar84
jaxbipolar84  
Posts: 85
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thank you all very much.... I am appearing a little stronger. I have connected with a counsellor and I left a voicemail for my psychiatrist to get back to me. I'm a huge mess and there are a lot of things I need to figure out. I need to transform my life how some. I'm moving etc.. but money is super tight and I need another job with more income, doesn't mean I will quit my current one now, because I love it and its the main provider for myself right now, but I am not making nearly enough, especially with the education that I have.

I should be making at LEAST $15 an hour to START, but I'm only at $12 and I have a College Diploma and University Degree. Janitors in high schools or hospitals make more than myself. I want to start making the money I deserve so I can take care of my parents, I want to get them over here... They are in Ontario and I miss them dearly. I just want them here with me

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