Bipolar Support Group

It lasted all of three days, and now I don't even want to get out of bed, wash my hair, brush my teeth. I feel so down. I didn't over spend. I actually save a great deal, I just feel so down now.

I need to go get groceries, pay bills, just get up, but I can't. I want to cry or sleep. I am SO sleepy! Pdoc upped my zoloft from 25mg twic a day to 100 in the a.m. Aren't I supposed to feel better?

Hmph. I thought I was going to enjoy this "manic" phase. I get to shop for my kids and me. Clothes, colors, sparkles. Nope. I don't even want to go to the other room, let alone the stupid store with all those people everywhere.

I've been reading a lot over the last few months. Reading, everyday, a book or two a week. Something I haven't done in ages. I ahve a book on my kindle right now I have always wanted to read, but just can't get through more than three or four minutes.

Whine, whine, complain, complain. Sorry.

@stsj - There is:

Other than than, still feeling bluesy and SLEEPY! I put off going to the grocery store as long as I possibly could. I felt like my body was made of lead. I felt so bad, I really considered turning around, but I made it through.

I just feel so "fatigued", like I haven't slept in days.