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07/11/2011 11:43 AM
kenwood
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It has been a very long road from 4 years ago. Taking Lithium and experiencing hallucinations and severe memory loss (esp short term) Becoming settled on Lamictal with really good results. I have since weaned off of the Lamictal since I had no insurance for a short time and couldnt afford it. (3 months ago) I have taken some on line tests for bipolar and dont even come close to being labeled a BP. I am really confused. Could I have been initially misdiagnosed? I feel fine right now and have a new job and no depression issues?
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07/11/2011 12:18 PM  Top
YorkieLove
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Even untreated bipars spend at least 50% of the time nonsymptomatic. You are probably enjoying one of these periods. One of my friends here thought the same. After a couple of years without meds he got stressed and had a come apart. He was suicidal and rageful for an entire year and was hospitalized five times that year.
Lisa

My advice is purely personal. I am not a Doctor and there is NO substitute for getting proper medical diagnosis and advice.

Bipolar II, Depressed Severe

Lamictal 400 mg
Seroquel 150 mg
Effexor 150 mg
Inderal 10 mg
Ambien 5 mg
Lithium 1200 mg

07/11/2011 12:24 PM  Top
sarahtroy
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Hi kenwood, I noticed this is your first post, so I want to welcome you to MDJ. This is a very encouraging, supportive and informative group. If you have any questions, please feel free to send a private message (PM) to me or any other group leader.

It's great to hear that you've come a long way in the past 4 years and had such a great response to Lamictal. I'm sorry to hear that you were without insurance for a short time and couldn't afford Lamictal. It's good that you have been off Lamictal for 3 months and have remained symptom-free.

As far as how to interpret the fact that you have remained symptom-free, I recommend that you consult with a board-certified licensed psychiatrist. I am not certain how long Lamictal remains in your system, but it is possible that you may be experiencing it's benefits, or may have until recently. The psychiatrist can also render a second opinion about your diagnosis to put your mind at ease. If the psychiatrist feels you are bipolar, he/she can also provide information about remissions and relapses. I wish you continued good luck and many symptom-free days.

Bipolar II, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attacks, Agoraphobia & PTSD; Alcoholic in recovery since 3/21/07.

Aplenzin 522mg; Pristiq 200mg; Lamictal 400mg; Geodon 160mg; Ativan 1mg TID; Deplin 15mg; Xanax PRN; Metoprol 100mg.

• "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle happens."
• "My little dog - a heartbeat at my feet." ~Edith Wharton
• "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." ~Ian MacLaren (Usually mis-attributed to Plato)
• "And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." ~Anais Nin

My support and advice is not a replacement for medical diagnosis, treatment, or professional medical advice.

07/11/2011 12:41 PM  Top
Catbaloo
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I agree with YorkieLove and Sarahtroy. Just because you are symptom free does not mean you do not have bipolar disorder. Only a pdoc can diagnose you, so i too recommend that you go see a good one. If you really do have bipolar disorder, the symptoms will come back at some point, so you will want to be ready to act instead of being taken by surprise.

Welcome to the group, BTW. Smile

My opinions are just opinions, and should be taken as such. I am not an expert on medicines or BP disorder.

07/11/2011 03:55 PM  Top
capecod84
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If you have a new job do you have health insurance? You could be hypomanic. It only takes one day to crash, speaking from experience. I would go back to my doc and go back on the med even if its a lower dose.
My experience is no substitute for sound medical advice.

07/11/2011 04:02 PM  Top
Lonely38
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I have been more stable in the last year then I have ever been since I was diagnosed with bipolar many years ago. I wonder if it is because I never had bipolar or if it is because I finally have the right combination of medication. I continue taking my medication in fear of relapse but often wonder what would happen if I was not on the medication.
Christina

07/11/2011 04:34 PM  Top
cptblack
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Kenwood and Lonely, I too have had a long period with no symptoms. However I stay on my meds. As I understand it, (Being a non-professional), BiPolar is basicly caused by a chemical imbalance in your brain. And that imbalance doesn't fix itself or go away.

So I would definately get a second opinion and for myself I will not stop my meds.

"Projecting the worst is a prescription for anxiety." Uppity

07/11/2011 04:55 PM  Top
Arauna

Oh yeah, Captain, I can SO RELATE. I can be symptom-free for a long time, then maybe have some breakthrough minor symptoms, go back to normal and then out of nowhere I am crying or screaming at someone. Yeah - I don't stop my meds either. Because either I would be a danger to myself or someone else and not know it.

07/11/2011 08:48 PM  Top
kenwood
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I will have new insurance within a month so I should be able to get my Lamictal again with no problem. Funny thing now is that after doing more research on the Lamictal...I see that I have only been taking 50mg a day which according to a number of sources; isnt enough dosage to change anything.... My doctor that I have trusted all these years is now out of state and I will now be starting over again on that aspect of things. I am really at wits end here. I will try to find a new doctor and get another diagnosis.

07/11/2011 09:22 PM  Top
cptblack
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What I hate is when I have a rough patch in life and have to decide if it is Situational Depression, being what any "normal' person goes thru, or Bipolar rearing it's ugly head. Luckily I have people who I can trust to talk it out with. Not professionals but people who know me and know BP, or at least know how it affects me.
"Projecting the worst is a prescription for anxiety." Uppity
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