1.In the bed with covers pulled over head
2 = staring at computer in pjs with uncombed hair scum on teeth
3 = distracted tired bored distracted sad irritable distracted
4 = partly cloudy, moving but not motivated, functioning
5 = fine, functional, steady, stable, working list
6 = looking forward to the day, sunny, energized
7 = feeling great, looking fine, couldn't be better
8 = up since 4 am cleaning, rearranged the living room, wrote the President, had sex twice
9 = can't stop thinking, why are all these other people so slow and stupid, time is short possibilities unlimited, I need to write that down perhaps start a novel, get out of my way
10 = the television told me I was sent by God direct to save the world so I gave away all my worldly possessions and am walking the universe ridding it from evil as I find it...and it is everywhere...
I am between a 5 and 6. I am anxious.It is going to be a rough day at work but I am ready for it. Yesterday evening I felt so calm. It is like I was sitting there and the Paxil kicked in and I felt so calm. I really hope this continues to happen. It is nice feeling calm and not feeling so anxious all the time. Hope everyone has a stable day.
"MDJunction has been just an amazing support for me. The people who are on mdj are so nice! Unlike the many other support sites that I have been on. I have made several friends on mdj who are so supportive and so educated about mental illness. Of course non of us are doctors, but we certainly offer each other hugs, opinions, and advice. I have learned a great deal from my friends on mdjunction. I am also encouraging other people who suffer from mental illness to come on to MDJ. It can be a life line." (jenniferdiva)
