effexor

its only been a few days and I still studder but Im

hoping it stops soon.

I keep telling him I need somthing for the up, minna

I almost like the ups because I feel smart and brave

but then I have bad downs after I cant sleep tonight

I ask can you tell somone is bp in a short time or by their looks.

Telling if someone is in a short time, is possible, but I don't believe that you can tell by a persons looks, I look perfectly normal, and most folks have never been able to tell that I was, even the therapists that I have seen over the years. We are masters of disquise and it generally takes something major to blow our cover..

A lot of folks here on the site will tell you they kinda like the mania's for the feelings of being smart, full of energy, etc.. but it is the down side of that hill that gets them.

Carmen

Carmen

I have been in other sites and I like this one I dont feel like Iam being

judged

I got some money today and I have to go christmas shopping for the grandbabies and I love that but its not much so I have to watch for I get

depressed that I cant get all I want for them I know they are small so they are happy with anything its like when I spend money on myself then I feel guilty.

so some times I get it give me anxity, I know I dont spell to good sorry.

hey the sun is shining here they say its going rain

sat, I go to get an MRI on my knee they said I have alot more movement then

it should he asked me how long its bothered me I told him since highscool

it cracks everytime I strighten it and it get real big and hurts mostly at night.well sorry this got so long.

With the babies being little, you are right you can get them just about anything and they will love it, go to the dollar store or big lots if you have one near, you can get lots of things for very reasonable, I have gotten more excitement out of people over a gift that didn't cost a fortune, because it was bought out of thought for that person, something they would like or needed. Little ones, most of all, like the box it came in rather than the gift that was in it..lol..

the knee sounds like you might have a fluid problem, I knew someone that use to have to have his knee drained because of a fluid build up, it would swell really bad.. or it could be a cartilidge problem, and they can fix that now adays.

Don't worry about your spelling, most folks can read your writing and understand what it is you are saying..and really no one cares if you spell it right or not, we just care that you are willing to share your troubles, hopes and dreams with us.

We've been having rain now for going on two days, and it is suppose to last through the weekend... I can't complain though we need the rain badly. I would not want to see it rain for 40 days straight but I think that is what it would take to clear up the drought that we have been under. North Carolina is talking about fining people who use too much water...

Hugs, and good luck with the shopping, My Mom sent me into Walmart yesterday, lol, I avoid that place like the plague during the holiday season.. if I absolutely have to go in there, I don't go till after 9PM just to avoid all the crowd.. I got lucky, I parked out in the boonies, and managed to get in and out of there in under 30 mins... she "had" to have a gift card..lol..

Don't feel bad about buying yourself stuff, we all need little presents to ourselves every now and then, I give myself little gifts like when I do something that I have been aiming to do, like get a promotion, lose wieght, etc..

Merry Christmas..

Carmen