1 = Depressed- need my friends 1.5 = Cranky- DEAL WITH IT! 2 = Depressed and I can tell it is going to hang around awhile 3. Depressed - but my favorite ______ < insert word could cheer me up 4 = partly cloudy, moving but not motivated, functioning 5 = fine, functional, steady, stable, working list 6 = looking forward to the day, sunny, energized 7 = feeling great, looking FANTASTIC, couldn't be better 8 = up since 4 am cleaning, rearranged the living room, wrote the President, had sex twice with myself! 9 = can't stop thinking, why are all these other people so slow and stupid, time is short possibilities unlimited, I need to write that down perhaps start a novel, get out of my way 10 = the television told me I was sent by God direct to save the world so I gave away all my worldly possessions and am walking the universe ridding it from evil as I find it...and it is everywhere Still kinda a blah 4 here. The storm starts when the drops start dropping. When the drops stop dropping then the storm starts stopping.
-Dr. Seuss
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"I have suffered from depression most of my life, but had some long, non-depressed times. The last 16 years have been an on-going, constantly worsening nightmare for me medically, socially and with my family. 11/2008 to the present has been the worst time in my life, and new things just keep piling up. During that time I’ve gone from being mostly homebound to being totally homebound due to the errors of about 2 dozen doctors who overmedicated me so badly that I came home w/ 4 conditions I didn’t go in with. I spent months wanting to die, and finding MDJ may well have saved my life. It’s one of the worst feelings to know that nobody on earth needs you for anything; but now that I’ve been a group leader for awhile, there are people here who need me. Thanks MDJ." (Sylvia4648)
