Bipolar Support Group

i just need to vent.i feel really bad my depression is on a very high level,i could cry about the fly on the wall....and erverything and everybody just ticks me off.that's why i had to come and talk to you guy's.my friends and familie....you understand.

i could not go to sleep at all last night because of some side effect's from some new meds i was taking.i really did not want to go to the ER that's why i waited so long.plus everytime you go they so unfriendly.they should have a sign out there saying people with mental illness not allowed in this hospital. they doctor acted like it was such an inconvinience for me to have the nerv to come at 5.00am in the morning after the triage nurse already ticked me off when she ask what made you come here today if you had the symptoms sence friday.like i really wanted to be there.then i called my pdoc this morning early so they can tell me what to do because the doc in the ER said he would not give me no water pill for my swollen feed to talk to my pdoc about that.they only gave me two potassium pills and said my potassium was to low....but i don't know do i need to take more then those two or where those two enough?i just know one thing i won't take anymore meds that i don't know.and if they keep on i just going to stop taking my meds all together and i won't be an inconvinience for nobody no more.

but they said she would not call me back until tommorrow morning.i am starting to go from liking her to hating her right now.she seemed to be such a good doctor,i guess i was wrong .maybe it is time to look for a new pdoc but the problem is i don't trust people easaly and i have been with this clinic for years.