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Chainer Posts: 203
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I did something Really, Really... REALLY stupid recently, and while I wont go into details of the specific "event" I will talk about the ramifications of those actions, I am currently writing this from a mental health facility and am on suicide watch, after having my stomach pumped. I thought I was "better." Things aren't that simple as it turns out. I had a few things go wrong recently and it has made me realise that now more then ever I need to be ontop of my condition and need to rely on my close friends. this isn't something I wanted or planned, but is something I have to live with. I'm not ok right now, but I have to trust that things will get better again. Rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness… give me truth.
http://bi-polar-bare.blogspot.com/
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ApRiLGeTsAngry77
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((((hugs))))) I am so sorry this has happened. Please keep believing that things will get better - because it will. Hang in there and keep us posted on how things are going. We are here for you! |
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jennywren  Posts: 3025
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Yeap Chainer I second April, do take care of yourself. You sound that you are. GREAT. Jennywren Seroquel XR, 300mgs
Then 50mgs later on in the evening
to encourage sleep.
250mgs of Lamictal in the morning. Mood Stabilizer
Lithium 250mg at night and 250mgs in the AM.
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BPB Posts: 801
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I was very concerned about you and very upset that you did what you did because there was nothing I could do to help you. I'm so glad you got the help you need and you are still with this life you deserve to be happy and have a productive life. You are a worthwhile person and you may not know your worth none of us may-but that is not our choice that is our higher powers choice and we can only follow what we can on a daily basis and do our best. Kudos to you for getting help-you are the best and a couragous person and I am so proud of you . Many hugs and respect, Carol Topamax 50mg twice a day
Abilify 30 mg a bed
Klonopin 0.05mg twice a day
Prozac 40mg a day
Life is not about the storm- it's how we danced in the rain...........And played in the baby pool!!!!! |
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Joy75 Posts: 15645
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I'm very sorry that you are going through this right now. I'm happy to know that you are going to stay on top of this illness and listen to your friends. I hope you feel better real soon and take very good care of yourself. We are here for you. Hugs Joy, 37 years old
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Email:
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Bipolar type 2 and ADD
300mg Wellbutrin
200mg Lamictal
40mg Viibryd
15mg Abilify
I AM NEITHER A PSYCHIATRIST OR PSYCHOLOGIST. I AM HERE FOR THE SAME REASONS YOU ARE. TO GIVE AND RECEIVE SUPPORT. WHAT I SAY IS PURELY MY OPINION. PLEASE CONTACT YOUR DOCTOR FOR MEDICAL ADVICE.
Bipolar disorder can be a great teacher. It’s a challenge, but it can set you up to be able to do almost anything else in your life. – Carrie Fisher |
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uppitywoman Posts: 42362
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A big hug for you...I am so sorry you are experiencing this, it actually sounds like it was very necessary and is probably a good place for you right now from what you said. I really hope that you will get stabilized enough to be releases as quickly as possible. The important thing is for you to get stable. It sounds like things are really rough right now, but it also sounds like you have a support base. I really hope your friends are trying to help you. Either way, we know how you feel. I have been hospitalized for a suicide attempt, too and I did not have the support I needed. Please keep posting here because you will find support for you during this difficult time. We care very much. With God, all things are possible
My blog:
http://uppitywomantwo.blogspot.com
Bipolar I
10mg Abilify--400mg Lamictal-90mg Cymbalta--25mg Ambien CR--200mg Topomax--30mg Temazapam--1mg Ativan as needed.
Please note that I am not a psychiatrist or psychologist. My opinions are personal only. This site is not intended to be a substitution for professional care, nor is anyone here qualified to make diagnoses. |
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shaz66 Posts: 802
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I am so glad you got help in time, I really hope you get back to being stable. Your not replaceable, There is only one you, and you are here for a reason. The greatest oak was once a little nut who held its ground.
"It's not the load that breaks you down, it's the way you carry it."
Lena Horne - singer and actress
"Nothing is so exhausting as indecision, and nothing is so futile."
Bertrand Russell - philosopher and Nobel Laureate
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FriedBrainNuggets Posts: 758
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sorry you feel so lost right now, but its very good youre in a safe place....hugs and sending you healing thoughts bipolar 1
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niecy440
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Hello chainer, just take it one day at a time..and get stable. Like i said before. We have all been hopeless before and understand. Yes, you made a huge mistake, i'm just glad that you were able to be helped in time. You now have a second chance for things to even be better than before. You can be stable and have a life. A decent good life. You just need the right meds and probably a good therapist. I'm so glad you are safe and in the right place, we were very worried about you. Take care and concentrate on getting better. HUGS |
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butterfly09576 Posts: 378
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i am sorry you are having a rough time. i can understand what you are dealing with. i was hospitalized a month ago, after doing something stupid. i hope you are getting better. i hope you become stabilized, and hope you realize that even though it may not feel like it right now, but you are here for a reason. i see it as i made it through becasue i am supposed to be here, and so are you. HUGS!!! Nursing Assisant/Receptionist
Psychology Student
"I make mistakes, i am out of control, at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
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