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JR1 posted something about resentment I had trouble figuring things out, but I guess JR1 is new leaf now? Anyhow I couldn't post my reply for some reason, but I wanted to say something that happened to me. On wednesday night I picked up a pizza and I was driving home when this guy in black truck pulled out in front of me. I slammed on the brakes, and the pizza slid off the seat on the floor and the whole thing turned into a big ball and a real mess. I was furius and I cussed at the guy and he drove away and my first thing was that I was gonna go back to the pizza place and demand another pizza. But then I realize it wasn't their fault and it would be wrong to ask for another one and I didn't have enough money to buy another one so I went home and pulled the whole mess apart and ate it. It didn't look real pretty but it was okay. This is what I'm getting to and I want to thank JR1 for bringing up the topic of resentment, because I see how that I kept thinking about that guy in the black trusk and I was still p.o.d at him because today I was out driving and I thought I saw the same black truck. Right away my heart started pumping and I started feeling real anxious and I changed lanes and started to follow the truck. All of a sudden I was as mad as I was on wed nite and I started thinking about what I was going to do to hime but I got closer and I saw it was a woman in the truck and then I wasnt real sure it was even the same truck. Anyhow you were right abouyt resentment because I was feeling just as mad today about something that happened three days ago and aafter I read that post I knew that it had stuck with me and the pizza thing was really no big thing but here I was still replaying it and I know it happens to me a lot. So maybe that wasw the reason I felt so depressed for the last few days anyhow thanks and I guess I dont really know what to do about it. Get over it right? Sleepless |
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