Punky
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I recently stopped smoking and I was a big smoker. I have dreams of smoking and that's when it get's tough for me because I wake up wanting one. And after meals I "crave" as well. I don't know if being on my meds is making it harder to quit but this is the third time in my life that I've tried to quit and it's definatly harder than the other times. Does anyone else have this problem? Everytime I go passed a gas station I want to buy a pack of cigarettes. The reasons why I decided to quit is I hate being so dependant on them. I would do anything and everything just to have one. I'd smoke in the house, and I have 2 little girls, because it was most comfortable for me. And I felt bad/guilty because my uncle is battling cancer right now. He can't eat much and it makes him throw up some times. :o/ I'm having a really bad night tonight so I thought I would write a little. My husband just gave me a jelly donut so that lightens the mood a little. It's strawberry with powdered sugar.  But man, I would trade it in for one camel filtered cigarette. Help! |
