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angel89
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last time i remember being this low, and this beant outta shape, was when my mom died. today is my dad bday, he has been dead for 8yrs almost, and im having a hard time. i was suppose to go to the police station to file charges agaisnt my ex today, but my love for him, is stoppping me from doing this! im just feeling really low right now!  |
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fuzzycatblack Posts: 674
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What I do because I lost my dad to brain cancer 5 years ago is say a prayer or do a rosary because I refuse to go to the cementary where I get depressed and scared. Not for nothing but if your ex beat you up or violated you you should get the courage to tell the authorities because you never know when he will do this to you again. Men are replaceable and there are a lot of good sex toys out on the market try the pleasure chest. |
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golferel Posts: 885
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AMEN! FuzzyCat. Guys are replaceable. I believe you have to honor the ones in your life in some way. I pray that you will find some relief. When I am feeling really stale a simple breath of fresh air can lighten the load a bit. However you can find a simple way to nurture yourself, do it. You deserve it, Angel  Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
The leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
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angel89
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it has nothing to do with david |
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lobo Posts: 425
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fuzzy, golf...you guys are brutal  . Angel, you need to file the report just to keep him from possibly perpetrating whatever the infraction is on someone else. "A man is not defeated when he loses, he is defeated when he quits" Richard M. Nixon
"If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on earth" Abraham Lincoln |
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KrissyH Posts: 2769
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Angel, I know how hard it can be to deal with an anniversary, birthday...whatever...I've been abused by a loved one....heres how i look at it...I loved you, but THANK YOU GOD FOR TAKIN THIS M Fer out so he dont hurt me no more!!!!!!!!! "I'm a master of Illusion...My masks, they seem so real...I can put on a happy face, when its lonliness i feel"
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golferel Posts: 885
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LOBO- we are not talking about you!!!! Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
The leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
Robert Frost |
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angel89
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yeah, im just a fkin mess today im sorry |
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lobo Posts: 425
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golferel wrote:LOBO- we are not talking about you!!!! Too late, my estrogen levels have peaked and I'm pissed . "A man is not defeated when he loses, he is defeated when he quits" Richard M. Nixon
"If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on earth" Abraham Lincoln |
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lobo Posts: 425
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angel89 wrote:yeah, im just a fkin mess today im sorry That's to be expected. When you get my age you will have a lot of anniversary dates in the backlog so it's how we handle them that counts and much of the time it's a day of grieving...that's normal. Here are a sample of mine; Oct 11, Nov 7, Nov 11, Nov 26, Dec 21, Jan 4, Jan 7, Feb 8, Aug 13, May 13 and a bunch more. Sorry, forgot a big one...Sept 21, 1980, that was the day the last of my hair fell out and I realized I was bald...ruined for life lol. Post edited by: lobo, at: 06/25/2008 17:43 "A man is not defeated when he loses, he is defeated when he quits" Richard M. Nixon
"If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on earth" Abraham Lincoln |
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