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Good Morning everyone! Who's making coffee??

How about rum? Can I just have rum instead? Actually, it's iced tea this morning. Saw my husband at the convenience store on his way home from work when I pulled in to get my tea. I drove right out the other side of the parking lot and went around the block. No need to start the day off looking at his poor, pitiful sad face because he is feeling bad for telling me to leave again this weekend. I don't feel sorry for him AT ALL! Have a good Monday everyone.

Good morning! I finally was able to sleep in my room and my house is no longer full of smoke and kerosene fumes! As soon as my mom is done, I am going to the the most epic shower of all time!

My ex last night called before bed like usual. First thing he said was, "rainflower, I'm sorry." I assumed he was saying sorry over something small so I shrugged it off. He apologizes for past conversations we had or he apologizes that he isn't good enough many times. However, he said, "I'm sorry for being so mean to you. I'm sorry for everything. I am sorry it took so long to say I am sorry. I am sorry I couldn't say it when we were together. I am sorry it took me this long, and that it's when we aren't together and when everything is uncertain."

I am getting the sincere apology most of you crave, but let me tell you...it kind of hurts. However, maybe it hurts because we both want to be together, but as of now, he is not in a place where he can...and we don't know if he ever will be...

Anyway, enough with the sad, I hope everyone has a wonderful Monday! Going to let the dog out and see if the shower is available.

good morning

coffee.

yum.

no rum here either.

guess what ?

I HAD A REAL DATE last night.

yup.

put on my fav high healed boots

and went to dinner.

i like this guy

he tells me, **i am not going to tell you about my past relationships, and i am not going to ask you about yours. i think that is rude and none of my business**

THANK GOD.

I interviewed him

sly

like an NDN

here is my most fav answer

**Bipolar disorder or any other disorder

is not excuse for bad behavior.**

...and he is cute.

He passed the waitress test.

He was respectful to my cat when he jumped on his lap..he did not push him off..and asked me about him. He asked about my cat.

He wanted to know where I was from....

what nation. Where my family came from.

He hates religion as much as I do.

and Loves God.

NICE.

Hmmm.....this one might be interesting!

yeah

lets see if he gets past the

**call me the next day and tell me he had a great time...** test.

lol

Good morning everyone. Drinking coffee and playing with my new iPhone. I finally upgraded from my historic text only phone and went for the newest to treat myself. I can tell this is going to get addictive.

LIB, that is awesome! Have a wonderful time dating! I am so petrified of dating I don't know if I will ever get the nerve to go back into the pool.

LIB that sounds awesome, good for you. He sounds cool already that he didnt push the cat off. I hope he passes the next day test. There is hope!

well......

he passed the call the next morning test.

o.k.

i think

i will wait ...

tuesday

send a text

and ask him to go to the movies

(johnny depp)

my treat.

HA !

Post edited by: livinginablender, at: 11/07/2011 10:30 AM

LIB: Yipee!! I am so glad he knows to do the right things. Tuesday text sounds like a good plan. So happy for you.