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03/17/2011 08:55 PM
livinginablender
livinginablender
 
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.......I got a voice mail.

Manic bullshit. Talkin so fast the only word i understood correctly was mutherf***er, which was repeated well over ten times.

I tried to say it ten times real fast, and couldnt do it.

Must be a manic thing.

I guess, According to him, I am the worst wife ever for ABANDONING HIM.

He is delusional.

Ya know honey, you are the jack ass that told me you wanted a divorce so you could be with another woman.

Oh, you dont remember that ? Probably not. You are the idoit that refuse to take medicines and give up the booze.

Oh YEAH !

He sent PICS of his tools, the ones that I sold in the pawn shop to get a ticket outa town..LOL...

he saw them in the local pawn shop.

I think that may have something to do with being a mutherf*****.

Well, so be it.

I am.

What

about

it

jack

ass

I cant wait till he finds his truck was put in the crusher.

He is coming out of his mania black out.

awesome.

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03/17/2011 09:26 PM  Top
damselndistress
damselndistressPosts: 13434
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Mmhmm I am hearing just about enough hate u's around here too.

How dare he talk like that right in front of my baby.

He had lured 4 year old over to him and then was turning around saying all of that to me....4 year old got up off the couch and came and hugged me after he said it.

Post edited by: damselndistress, at: 03/17/2011 09:26 PM

Summer vacation has started-yahoo!

03/17/2011 10:07 PM  Top
livinginablender
livinginablender
 
Posts: 11298
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HOW DARE HIM set the stage for those babys to suffer what we have had to for a fucking lifetime.

How dare him

speak to a small woman and a four year old

with hate and malice

how dare him

neglect

how dare him

spew his guilty mind all over the house

how DARE HIM

ohhhhhhh

he did it.

Did he smell like sulfur on the way out the door ?


03/18/2011 12:05 AM  Top
livinginablender
livinginablender
 
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Oh Good Lord, he is calling me again.

WTF

This s*** needs to stop.

It comes in cycles. Go figure.

The texts and phone calls.

Then silence for weeks.

He can leave a voice mail.


03/18/2011 12:22 AM  Top
livinginablender
livinginablender
 
Posts: 11298
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Awesome. Check voice mail.

lol

He is telling me to get my sweet ass home.

OMG

..........and

"My heart is beating really fast and I think I am having a heart attack and I need to stop drinking dr pepper and I think you should stop too are you still smoking and have you gained any weight i think it is the dr pepper i need to stop that alright i guess you are out getting f*****by someone other than your husband and omg my heart is going to pop i need to do somethingbaout my drinking habits. jesus is coming soon get ready. i love you. good bye."

oh wow.


03/18/2011 12:37 AM  Top
livinginablender
livinginablender
 
Posts: 11298
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Turning off my phone now.

lol


03/18/2011 12:58 AM  Top
LonelyHubby
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Wow...

If I didn't know what it felt like to be on the receiving end of such $h)% it'd be funny.

I think the best advice I've gotten from any of my friends lately was to know my worth. I think that's something important to remember when someone is throwing irrational thoughts at us.

The world is too dangerous for anything but truth and too small for anything but love.

I found a four leaf clover. It had one leaf missing. That was OK.

03/18/2011 03:46 AM  Top
damselndistress
damselndistressPosts: 13434
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I got similar last night...

What did my therapist say...are they just all wrong?

(she told me to leave him) I couldn't say that!!!

When will I stop being in denial?

Go and live with my Mom.

He needs to just be done.

Why are we married is it the rings or piece of paper?

He hates me...

He is a prisoner of war in his own home.

He cannot take my ongoing abuse.

He would be happier living with his alcoholic boyfriend.

He's ashamed of his behavior, he needs to just go live in our back bedroom.

He needs to just bite his lip.

He's sorry he even said anything,

He doesn't like who he is.

I refuse to help him be a better person.

Summer vacation has started-yahoo!

03/18/2011 05:57 AM  Top
behindthemask

Dang - was it another full moon? I wrote in my diary yesterday about my wacky day.

I still haven't brought up my mom buying me a ticket for 5 days w her... he will flip. BUT he isn't paying for it??? That's usually the excuse, no money.

Turning that phone off was the best thing Living - you should get rid of it and get a new number!! Completely get him out of your life! Are you officially divorced?

Hubby woke up crying again. I'm thinking getting off the anti-depressant maybe wasn't the best... he wasn't thinking straight thinks we are all out to get him and are gonna call the cops on him - guilty conscience????

He thinks I'm gonna take all his money and stuff... oh and the kids (last thought - money comes first)

I kept reassuring him, but said I'm making an appt w his dr. He's making less sense everyday. Maybe the withdrawal from Effexor. He's been weaning himself but maybe too quickly? He's taking one every other day.

I hope he gets medicated or dr puts him inpatient for a week and he can finally get a real diagnosis.

(((Living))) (((Damsel)))

I hate when they try to poison our kids minds! Especially when they are so young that is so pathetic!


03/18/2011 06:29 AM  Top
damselndistress
damselndistressPosts: 13434
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I was talking to this nurse therapist about what drug she does recommend for anxiety if someone has to be on it longterm.

She told me an antiD because it isn't addictive....I thought yeah right but once you start one it is very hard to stop it in fact the one article I read stated antiD's are just as addicitive as anything else.....but I didn't argue with her.

Summer vacation has started-yahoo!
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