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03/02/2011 01:38 PM
lubianna

Tomorrow morning is my first day at new job...

I'm so scared now...

I feel like i'm nothing..

I'm not good enough...

I'm affraid to be around other people...

I feel so ussless tonight...

I feel like maybe i should'nt go at all...Unsure

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03/02/2011 01:53 PM  Top
behindthemask

HUGS!!!! I left u a msg - think of the $$, it always helps....

I think it helps to feel more independent too.

The first day is the hardest Smile


03/02/2011 02:10 PM  Top
damselndistress
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Lubianna if you have social anxiety there are some great groups here at adjunction that might help you with that.

Just take one day at a time.

Thank God Spring is here : )

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03/02/2011 02:21 PM  Top
lubianna

I feel like hidding from everyone now...I feel affraid of people...I'm not a lazy person.

03/02/2011 02:35 PM  Top
damselndistress
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The agoraphobia group may be able to help you with these feelings.

It's good to get it out and talk about it.

It might really help.

Thank God Spring is here : )

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03/02/2011 02:50 PM  Top
Lotsosparkles
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You should definitely go. Practice some positive affirmations. You have value. You are useful. You have worth. The others you will meet tomorrow are just as human as you are, no better and no worse. Look at this job as what it truly is: a means to a better life.

03/02/2011 06:47 PM  Top
lovelaura
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You are possibly depressed. I know when my ex left...and came back...and left ...well anyway that whole process I was pretty depressed. Even now I am not fully back to myself. But the best thing to do is try to push forward. Just get up and go to work. It is not easy to start a new job or meet new people when they don't know what you are going through...and so they won't know why you may not feel well every day...but maybe it's a positive...to deal with new people...and you can have memories of your ex blocked out a little so you can see some relief.
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