Bipolar Spouses Online Support Group

Every weekend.

I just hate it.

He quit a year ago.

I kept on. Its hard sometimes. It was a big part of the dream.

Time heals all wounds remember.

Now, there is silence.

Not a phone call.

Not a casserole.

Zip. Nada.

Oh yeah, someone did call and want the non profit license that is still in my name and ask me if I planned on taking my name off of it since I would not be attending anymore.

It's like rehab for me.

I needed gas and to go to the post office.

Then I wanted to stop and get my cookies it was my reward and I'd been talking about it since yesterday and dh kept saying yes yes we will go.

Well all the way there it was like I was holding my breath. So much pressure in my chest til I got to the post office and got that done. Just sitting in the car I was a wreck. So I figured by that point I was warmed up. I was starting to be able to breathe again and that tightness had let up a bit.

Guess what so I say okay now we need to swing by and get dish soap and my cookies. I'll run in. He says no we're out of time.

It sucks to depend on another person.

He said he'll bring me a box of store bought and I told him I don't want them.

He brings me the wrong kind every time and things he has it right.

He still didn't get it that he was bringing the wrong ones. I told him I either need the bakery kind or I need the stuff to bake them myself.

So he took off again to go take pictures of that car.

I gotta sink full of dishes and no soap and I have to wait til whenever he gets done with his stuff for my soap and cookies whatever.

Damsel

Store! What U want!V

umm cookies?

Well at least this time he finally got it.

I get so frustrated with him and it's not just things I need from him but conversation in general he gets his own idea of what we're talking about and it never is what I'm thinking and he doesn't take the time to listen to me.

His Dad actually screamed at him over this same issue. He picked up on it right away and my husband ended up just taking off cause it was while we were staying with them and he had already been told where everyone was what we were doing several times and wandered in and asked his Dad where everyone was? duh

His Dad just laid into him and said, "This is 95% of your problem-you do not listen!"

Yeah Dad in law.

Damsel