Bipolar dealing with PTSD Support Group

meanwhile...he paid my sister's mortgage for 3 years while my effing idiot brother-in-law was in prison. when my brother's lawnmower caught on fire, he does lawn maintenance, he paid for a new mower without my brother even asking. both my brother and sister have filed for bankruptcy several times. up until a few years ago i had zero debt. none.

so yesterday i had to break down and call and ask for money. i only asked him for enough to get us square with rent and a little bit for food. he told me that i was stupid for quitting my job without having a new one (no doubt it was stupid, but it was definitely due to my bipolar). that he and his wife would like to retire someday and that he already gave all his money to my brother and sister. i tried to explain the bipolar and that my pdoc doesn't think i should try to find work yet. he doesn't hear me. keep in mind...he is not poor. he honestly has everything any person could want and then some. the conversation ended with him saying that he would talk to his wife and see what she said. he hasn't called me back yet. if i wasn't so desperate i would call him back and tell him to forget it. i wish i never asked.

and i really can't talk to my husband about it because the two of them don't see eye-to-eye, to say the least.