1= Having recucurrent dreams, and intrusive distressing recollections of the event.
1.5 = My interests and participation in activities are much less because of my trauma
2 = Feeling detached or estranged from others because of my trauma
2.5 = NUMB-
3. Depressed - but my favorite ______ < insert word could cheer me up
4 = partly cloudy, moving but not motivated, functioning
5 = fine, functional, steady, stable, working list
6 = looking forward to the day, sunny, energized
7 = feeling great, looking FANTASTIC, couldn't be better
8 = up since 4 am cleaning, rearranged the living room, wrote the President, had sex twice with myself!
9 = can't stop thinking, why are all these other people so slow and stupid, time is short possibilities unlimited, I need to write that down perhaps start a novel, get out of my way
10 = the television told me I was sent by God direct to save the world so I gave away all my worldly possessions and am walking the universe ridding it from evil as I find it...and it is everywhere
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I'm about a 5. Got to bed early (for me) so I got up early. Got hold of the cell phone company via internet and they replied they had no record of my phone number and to get hold of the grocery store's cell phone sales center.
Exsqueeze me? 
I've been a customer 2 years more or less and you don't KNOW my number? Seems they are part of Verizon. Maybe that explains it all somehow.
Post edited by: cptblack, at: 05/27/2010 07:45 AM
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