|
lostgurl Posts: 404
Member
|
this doesn't have to do with electronics but i think it goes along with the signs from beyond. the six month anniv. of my son's death was last month. my husband and i went to his grave, cleaned it and placed flowers, etc. when my hubby went to throw away the trash i talked to my son (well, his grave) and asked for a sign he was ok. when i went into the bathroom the next morning there was a handprint high up on the wall. not a normal handprint as where the mark is is cleaner than the rest of the wall. i know i didn't do it accidentally because i am too short, i can't reach even the bottom of it. my husband wouldn't have done it either as it is in a odd possition on the wall (hard to get to) and he didn't even know of my communication with my son. also, my dog's ball has rolled across the floor by itself. my dog has on several occassions sat at my son's bedroom door and barked, wagged and whined just like he did every day when my son first woke up. ******************************
The Lights of Our Hearts
written by lostgurl
dedicated to Chris Benson
Sept. 4, 1984 – Aug. 18, 2008
The lights of our hearts have dimmed today,
for with God's calling you went away.
The newest angel to sit by his side,
has brought to his eyes a gleam of pride.
But what of us whom you've left behind?
Within earthly chains we remain confined.
Rage, confusion, and despair whirl in rapid haste
from the brutal reality we are forced to face.
Seemingly trapped within an infinite void,
full of painful tears impossible to avoid.
To turn back time is our unwavering dream,
when our heartache is at its most extreme.
Nothing in the world could ever take the place
of your laugh, your smile, or your warm embrace.
But we must find a way to continue on,
to make a new life without our beloved son.
Through the darkest of tunnels we trod ahead,
regretting petty angers and I love you's unsaid.
I pray for the day we may find some solace.
Perhaps when we meet in God's great palace.
|
