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S.O.S.!!! System over load!! I've had enough socializing to last me through the rest of the year, if not longer!!! We went out last night and I saw some people I knew. I chatted it up with everyone, seeming to be very comfortable in the situation. I actually believed it myself. I was even thinking I have to do this more often!! But this morning I slept in longer than usual. I feel like I have a hangover even though I only had one glass of wine. Mr. Ohio wanted me to drive out to his property this morning and visit with some of his friends. I told him that I wasn't feeling up for it today and to go without me. He said he'd be back before noon and we could spend the rest of the day together and dinner out tonight. I just called him and told him to take his time. I need to lie back down and take a nap. I now realize that the "fake" socializing last night has drained me of every molucule of energy in my body! Gone are the notions that I could do this again!! I realize that I feel so much better being home alone!! ZZZZ...I'm going to go hybernate under the covers and hope not to emerge again until tomorrow AM when Mr. Ohio leaves. Can't do that but that's what I'd like to do. "We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time"
Lyrics by Jordin Sparks |
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