 I can't even sleep at all right now. I jeep having anxiety and attack after attack. I feel so sick at my stomach. I have dentist appoinment at 10am and its already almost one am. I'm so freaking scared. maybe thus will help release all my fear and tension by writing this. I'm afraid when I have my tooth pulled I will die or something.. I don't understand why I do this craziness for. I read that the novacaine used has adrenaline in it to help clot the bleeding after a tooth is extracted and now my paranoid self us freaking out. I had my back bottom right one pulled out about 2 months ago and had panic attack at the dentist office as he wad doing it. but I lived and am fine. u just wish these panic attacks would just go away and never ever come back. my lifes been so hectic lately with getting everything packed up cus I'm moving back to Indiana from this town here in north Dakota. so lonely here and I can't take it no more. on top that I do online schooling. ugh just need to take it steps at a time I tell myself. easier said then done.. I have been on all kinds if medications throughout my life. I am now only on one. Venlafaxine 75mgs twice a day. used to be on valuim for almost 9yrs but I winged my self off it  I quit smoking July 9th and I don't drink or do ant drugs watsoever.... so why me... why do I have to have these stressful and awful attacks.. please god just please make em go away and let me live a normal life.. |
