I am a little better today. I have my partner with me today so he is helping with things. I am so grateful to him. I will join the abuse group now I think. I know I have been putting it off for a while. Sorry to hear about your mum. I can't believe that she didn't do anything to stop what was happening to you. Just knowing that she knew about it really hurts me. My mum as far as I know didn't know about what was happening to me but when I told her she said, "Don't be silly, your father would never hurt you. You are trying to destroy my marriage and I won't allow it. You are vindictive and nasty for making such horrible things up". That really hurt me. I can't bring myself to see her or be around her right now. My mother is the same laying on guilt. She blames me and that in turn makes me blame myself. So glad that you set boundaries with her. Well done for that.

I'm also here if you need to talk,

Take Care

I'm so glad you decided to join the abuse group! I hope we can help each other deal with all fo this. they are very sensitive subjects to be bringing up. My anxiety goes way up when I talk about it. I still have things to work through with the abuse issues.

I hope you are feeling better! Take care. Your Friend, Chris

Your friend,

Gemma x

I hope your day went okay!!! Just remember that it is okay to set boundries with your family!!!

Let me know how your day went. Your Friend, Chris

I'm off to get the kids ready, see you again soon,

Gem x