Man oh man its been awhile that I started a post ha! Ok so let's see panic and anxiety still suck, I'm still expecting so far I'm 10 weeks and I hate the pain I'm in almost everyday As most of you know I was on a taper plan slowly coming off the benzo demons cause I've been on them too long and it was just not working like it should anymore as the meds do with everyone and I made the choice to go down and come off not go up to help more ..... I made it to .45 mg a day then shit hit the fan and after talks with friends,family,doctors,and other moms that have used it while pego. I decided to stay on a low does anywhere between .25-.50mg a day problem is with my hormones I feel so out of control with my anxiety that I was taking like 1mg a say I've come down to .75mg this week and next will be .50 again and as soon as I come off the progestrone shots ill lower that even more I'm praying to be close to off before I have the baby I'm so scared for me for the baby over everything its driving me nuts, I've been wanting to go back to therapy but the thought of the drive there makes me sick , I've become much more agroaphobic again this sooo sucks Any advice about anything would really help right now |
