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Journal Entry 1 Well I erupted since that first message. Here is what happened My son who is 4 years old did not wear a pull up to bed and was getting ready to give him breakfast and say grace before we ate and watched our Abeka Bible DVD preschool video, ironically. Well I started to smell an unpleasant odor of urine. So I instantly got mad. ANd began yelling and he began to cry as I took of his pj's and underware. I said how can you be such an idot, why would you do that? you know you are supposed to wear a pull up to bed. I continued to rant all the way up the stairs to his room and changed the sheet on his toddler bed. I then cried in his room. And said I was sorry and I was wrong for yelling at him that way and asked him to forgive me and he of course said yes and I hugged him and kissed him. Thanks for letting me write about this. Please pray that I can go an hour without an explosion, while I was writing this my 7 year old did not finish her 2nd bowl of cereal filled with milk and I started to say don't put that much milk in your bolw next time, but as I was two words into it I realized I poured the milk!! Praise God that I held my tongue. Pray for me that His Holy Spirit will guide me to hold my tongue as often as needed today. Well I definently need to go before something happens. I do home school and I think sometimes having 3 young chilren home all day can add to my stress and anger, but I just keep working at it each day. Love, Carolyn |
