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jstsIm Posts: 7175
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The thruth is, my insicurities, have nothing to do with the group... Have you ever been in a situation or time when everything seemed to be going against you? Well, that;s where I am...Things are getting complicated, and time is running out in some cases...My ex gets out of prison in less than a month, for all I know it could be tomorrow, he'll show up at my door...I cannot be here! Finding somewhere else to move to, well that hasn't worked out either, no place to go...Money is non existant,,,and we all know, it takes money to relocate. LOL I have 3 weeks to complete community service, 16 hours, and I haven't even gotten the paperwork! Will they put me in jail for a 7 year old ticket? Issue a warrent for my arrest? I have no idea. I'm out of food, smokes and coffee creamer. I have meds, I could probably sleep thru the month. Let be whatever is suppose to happen. Let the fear I feel overtake me,,, I don't want to care. I don't want to whine or even share the other stuff, since talking doesn't solve these problems. I'm tired. My heart feel torn apart and I surrender... |
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ibcamisolated Posts: 71
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 Hi! Reeebs, Just logged in, (b-r-e-a-t-h-e) don't ferget ta... Thingz will get better. Inevitably, eventually, gradually, surely. You can call me 'n vent, if you need or want to. Love You. -Yer friend, Megan. My diagnosis is: Schizoaffective Disorder w/Bipolar
My psychiatric meds are: Abilify 5 mg.
Lorezapam 1 mg. twice daily as needed
"There is a chance, that I understand, at least a little. There is a bigger chance, that with being in this together, we can find a peace."
"Smile until you mean it."
*** I am in no way a licensed doctor. Just one who cares, and who is willing, to share my own life's experience, strength, and hope. *** |
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sifted Posts: 915
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Sorry jI, it stesses me to hear of the situation you are in right now, I wish I could help you out but all I can do is write words of encouragement to you. Please be strong in this time of trial, for these things will pass, when? but they will!!!! Surrender it to God! I will pray for you today. "Satan has asked to sift you all as wheat. But I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers and sisters" |
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Hi Reba, I missed you! I'm hoping things will work out for the better. And whether or not talking resolves these problems, I will always be here for you to vent to. And very possibly, I could help you figure SOMETHING out. Love you always -Bella |
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myocd Posts: 460
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Dear Reba, Thank you for sharing with us your truth. It is indeed difficult. When we feel tired, it is very difficult to do anything positively. The fact that you still showed up here, posted, and helped others, indicate that you not only push yourself really hard but that you don’t want to settle. I wish you can really take sometime to have some good rest. When we don’t know how we can react, we could think how we can proact. When we feel we have done everything we can, we can start thinking whether there are smarter ways that we have not yet thought of. To do this, we must have energy and a clear mind. May our love refill your energy. May a good rest refresh your mind. Best wishes~ Hello, I have depression. Some days I have more energy than the other days. I hope my friends here won't feel offended or upset by my irregular speed of response. Thank you very much for your understanding! |
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