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debhurts Posts: 1918
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Hi. I am so glad , you are reaching out! That's the first step. I was an alcoholic at 15 I drank heavy really heavy daily and passed out at night. I lived like that coming to and start drinking and passing out sometime at late night. I was, physically, mentally, spiritually wore out! Finally cried for help at 33 years old, I was at death's door. I can tell you I regret all those wasted years, all those tears I cried for all I had done, I was a slut and in my heart I was not like that, but with alcoholism you do not have a conscious you don't care about consequences and have no mercy for those we hurt. It is a whirlwind of destruction, not to mention the harm we are doing to our body, our heart causing plaque to grow and fat tissue around the heart, destroying our Liver, then destroying our mental health, then lastly is destroying all our family and friends Alcohol is a big liar. It tells us we will be alright. Don't believe it!I have so many physical problems now and I haven't hAD A DRINK for 25 years. I have heart disease, cirrhosis of the liver, ruined permanent mental health, I am in serious physical pain, I know from falling drunk all the time. I have more advice , please message me, Love Debi  i am not a medical professional or a counselor, please seek a doctors opinion, and seek professional counseling, my opinions are my own and not professional, please use common sense and get appropriate care by a professional. Thanks i am not being rude just responsible. Thanks Debi |
