Agoraphobic dealing with PTSD Support Group

Brown deer today....been kinda depressed and keeping to myself. Had to switch gears on looking for houses and looking at rentals now, and that still looks off. Worried, dh is depressed often and I feel tons of guilt and sadness knowing I have put him in that place. Worried about how things will turn out...stresses, plus DH is on another trip away since last night and not back until late tomorrow.

BTW Erin, I like the weekly thread.

bleh......I still can't land on an emotion, so much going on in my head still, but we are going to the diner around the corner in a little bit (it reopened, new owners and no more creepy waitress!)

good morning, I am a tan butterfly. I am glad that I finally get to stay home today and work in the garden. I may have to go in to see my Pdoc tomorrow.

Erin, I hope that you are able to take some time for yourself and connect with your feelings today.

Zaylia & Snow! I'm glad that you came back.

Wen & Kayla, today is a new day. Take one moment just to listen to what is around you, feel the sun on your skin, the smell of flowers blooming or fresh cut grass. Use your other senses today...even for a moment.

Cheryl

Wouldn't a tan butterfly just make me a moth?

Hello quiet and shy people.

Today I will be in the garden. It's a beautiful day! Tomorrow my daughter Nicole is moving back home. YAY! In a few weeks my son will move up to the Sequoia mountains until August. THEN when he comes home, a week later both of the girls will move back on campus. Sheesh. It's like I have boomerang kids!

Oh yeah, I am a green hamster

Noteworthy News:

Did you know that The Scream painting by Edvard Munch sold for over 119 million dollars?

LOL, the turtle!!!!

Good morning!!!!!!! Did that painting really sell for THAT much? But it is my portrait! Should I not get a cut?? Whom must I call??

Yes Cheryl, you were a moth yesterday... Pretty moth! Enjoy your daughter! I want a daughter!!!!!

I have been in the garden a LOT in the last few days. Perfect weather for yard work but boy is it ever back breaking! Everything is so fresh and green now.. I don't want summer to come and turn everything dry and brow... Spring really IS my favorite time of year, although this time around images of my father dying keep haunting me. It will be a year this June...

Today I must clean inside a bit and soon my brother will take me out to lunch. Such a nice boy my brother is... OMG, it is so beautiful outside! I can's stop going out there to look at all my plants. LOVE IT!