Agoraphobia Support Group

It's past eight and no post? Wow, everyone must be sleeping late. I sure wanted to. I'm still waking up a lot during the night, but I'm trying to avoid the temptation to get up and get online or something and instead just try to force myself back to sleep.

So I have a very late psych appointment today and that's about it. My father should be in town sometime this morning so I'm going to ask if he has time to take me car shopping sometime this weekend.

It's a little chilly this morning, but I'm hoping the sun will come out again and warm things up!

Good Morning!

Kev I hope you get your car this weekend!

I'm at work today from open to close. I have one of the wosrt chest colds right now. I think it might be bronchitus. I used to get it chronically for years. It sucks. But I am here! I made it without calling off.

Other than that, I have the Lion King on Broadway tomorrow with my sis and mom. I'm very nercous about it. It's going to be so crowded. But I have my xanax so it shouldn't be so bad. I saw the show years sgo before agor and it was a beautiful show! So I'm excited yet nervous.

Happy Friday everyone!

Goodmorning! Well, good night for me.. I have never been this tired before... I passed out on the couch for a few but that helped none. Off to bed I go!! I pray to everything holy that the dog next door does nottt bark and wake me up today!!!!

Kevin, I just got back on here and saw you were online so I figured I'd wait for you to make the thread. Didn't want to end up with 2 what's up friday threads LOL

OK my eyes are drooping here, everyone have a fantabulous day have fun and KEEP SMILING

I'm up and waiting on my valium. I think after this appointment is done today I will be in a much better place emotionally. Looks like someone tried to purchase the ps3 which is great. However, there payment info is not up to date. So for now the order is on hold. Hopefully that gets figured out.

What else. No nightmares, but nocturnal panic. So...not sure which I prefer. I think the panic as I don't wake up from sweat, I wake up from a rapid heart rate. Swallowing a valium is easier than taking a shower and changing sheets. LOL.

No breakfast with Grandma now as I had to take a valium. That is too bad as I was looking forward to breakfast with her. We will have to do it another time. She wants me to help her organize some photos so looks like I'll be going there in a little over a week. I'm going to help her with that, have lunch with her, and hit up the West Bend art museum. My friend was telling me about an awesome artist show cased there. Strange how some amazing pieces of art land in small towns in the mid west. I am always happy to find good art to see for free or dirt cheap! Sure beats the fees they charge at some of the bigger art museums in bigger cities. I'm excited already! Yes I'm very easily amused. It is the small things in life that truly count.

A little chilly here too Kevion. I had to turn my heat on this past week, but it only was needed one day. So I am hoping for the same. I still have to look into some heating assistance for the winter. Hopefully I'm not too late as there is a cut off here to receive help. So many people in need they can only accept apps for a limited time. It gets fricking cold here! Thankfully they cannot turn your heat off in the winter so worst case scenario is I have some heat bills I have to throw in with my bankruptcy. There are other places besides the government also that will help, like the salvation army and st.vincent de paul society. So, I got options and am not panicking!

I'm hungry. Stupid appointments not allowing me to eat. Thankfully I ate well yesterday after my appointment. Although seems sometimes that makes it worse as my stomach is like constantly growing and shrinking. Oh well that BLT at the coffee house was delicious. I still have to upload my photos of the magician. He was so strange. I guess he lived in a closet for awhile. I so could relate. Never quite lived in one, but have slept in them and in the bath tub before. Felt safe at the time. I don't know...My anxieties create strange, strange, strange behaviors.

Wow, I really wrote a lot! LOL. I'm out of it. Sorry gang. Don't expect you to read it all. The first sentence of the paragraphs gives you the jest of what I am saying. Jest or just? Huh???? I want to sleep and eat. I can't think when I am tired and hungry. Argh...I just can't wait for some answers. The government is so slow. I am so lucky for my family or I would be living at the salvation army.

Jenny, do you have time to get to the doctor before or after work one day? Probably not, huh? I hope you don't have bronchitis. And yep, that's definitely my goal, I want my own car sitting in the driveway by Sunday night.

I hope you get a good sleep Mimi. That work/sleep schedule must be tough sometimes.

I'm still COLD. But I'm going out for a cig anyway. If I'm not back in ten minutes someone come defrost me out there lol

Good luck at your appointment today Jojo. And have fun with your grandma when yiou get to meet up. I love looking at older pics. When my grandma was around we did that all the time togethere. Such a precious time

Gosh Kevin I was wondering what happened to the "what's up Friday thread" myself and then I see you started it and thanks.

I did sleep late which is not normal for me but my arm is still giving me a fit and I can't find a comfortable way to sleep without it bothering me.

I'm excited that you may be going to look for a car soon.

It appears everyday your life is changing and everything that is happening is so wonderful and I feel so happy for you.

LOL yeah I'm living through your happiness hoping one day I can be posting the same things.

I did get a call from Disability on Sat and I really let her know how bad things were getting for me and she was so wonderful I had to look at the caller ID to make sure it was them calling and not a joke. I've never ever heard anyone from there be so kind and understanding.

She said she had read my appeal and became interested in it and asked to be involved in the direction it would go.

Now is that strange or what???

I'm going to make an attempt to vacuum today and wish me luck as just that one chore makes me so tired I always end up laying on the couch for he rest of the day.

See I have other health issues and that's how I became agor but I've already made up my mind that a perfectly clean house is not going to make me well so who cares??? LOL

Hope everyone has a great Friday and a wonderful weekend.

The weather is suppose to be wonderful here in Maryland this weekend.

LOL I'll come defrost you Kev It's so cold here to! The mornings are in the 30's and 40's but by the end of the day it'll be around 80. What the hell? Do I live in a desert?

Mimi!!! Go to bed young lady

Fidget that's great that the disability called you and actually were nice! Did they say what the next step is for you? Are they optimistic?