Agoraphobia Support Group

Hey agors!!! (guess who had coffee hahaha).

Anyone have any last minute Christmas (or holiday) shopping to do today? What are everyone's holiday plans for this weekend? Any big adventures planned? I already had my Christmas' that i'm going to. I was supposed to have 2 this weekend but i'm bailing on both of them and staying home alone because I already had the big one at my house this past weekend and opened all gifts with family and such, so it doesn't even feel like Christmas to me this weekend. I don't have too much planned for the day. I'm going to bake cookies with my daughter in the morning before she has to go back to the hospital, and then just a meeting with her doctors after I drop her off. After that, i'm sleeping for 4 hours. hahaha. Oh, and I have to color my hair again. I forgot about that. I was told today by my grandpa (in a joking manor) that I look like trailer trash because my hair is black with red roots that grew out from the last time my grandma attempted to color it red because she wouldn't listen to me when I said you cannot dye black hair red without stripping all color out of it, and then my original blonde roots that have grown out. It's pretty bad lol. So I'm getting it colored this afternoon.

Happy Friday all!

hahahaha this totally applies to my family! lmao!

haha, I couldn't help it. This was too damn funny!

I've started going to the methadone clinic in Indiana every morning.

About 60-70 miles away from home, and a different state.

The trip seems to be getting easier.

The slow pace of upping my dosage, lack of take home doses, isn't easy.

I feel very alone right now.

awww that sucks I don't know how you could manage driving for over an hour, one way. I would go insane. The most I can do is about 20 minutes or so and then I have to turn around because I cannot handle it, so congrats on being able to be away from home that far! That's big

Ah, I'm not the one driving, I'm just riding along with another friend from highschool who goes to the clinic.

Even still, that's more than I would ever be able to handle. Be proud of yourself for sticking it out. That's good progress

So, yesterday when I went out of the house, Jenn told me to post some pictures of my "adventure" but I didn't get them up in time, so i'll just post them in today's thread. Just a heads up, I live in the middle of bumf*ck nowhere, so it's not very exciting lol. I was trying to take more pictures as I was driving but after I snapped the last one, a sheriff decided he was going to follow me for the remaining 15 miles, freaking me out, so I stopped. By the time I got home at 7pm it was pitch black out, so I have to make due with what I have. lol.

Oh look, another field! Guess what, this is 10 miles further than the first picture. Ya think you missed anything in those 10 miles? No chance in hell! lmao! Although I now see I need to clean my windshield. haha! Plus, how weird is this. It's the middle of DECEMBER in MN and NO SNOW!!!!!!??????? Talk about unheard of! It feels like its October because it's only been in the 40s and 30s here with the exception of a few 20* days here and there.

It's official, Malibu freakin' Barbie threw up in my basement! hahaha! Along with those creepy Zhu-Zhu pets! haha! Sad part is, this isn't even HALF of it! haha

Post edited by: bestillmyheart, at: 12/22/2011 10:41 PM