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zeethrewme Posts: 95
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Hi. I am new to the group. I always knew I was adopted since I was old enough to sign my own court papers. I gave up any expectations of finding my mother. I dreamt about what she may look like or whether or not I may have had any siblings. I never heard from anyone until recenently. I received an email from a girl younger than me who stated I was her sister and that our mom, (my bio)had committed suicide in Vegas 2001. The same year and place coincidently that I was married. Wishing I could've seen her then. I also was told i have a brother who also committed suicide when he was 28, two years ago in 2006, after returning home from the army. I am not surprised since my bio dad had committed suicide when I was about 4 years old. I guess it just runs in the family. I am extremely depressed now. The sister has not talked to me. After two weeks of continuous talking and swapping of photos, she realized I was too much of my mother and it scared her. She has withdrawn from the relationship. I am back to feeling alone and abandoned. Not sure what to do, I saw a Dr. who gave me some pills and referred me to a psychologist. I am feeling depressed and hoping to find support here. I have never joined a support group. I must have hit rock bottom. Thanks for listening. I am open to advice. luvz
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