Confused63
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Morning Amy, I know and understand where you are coming from, My fiance is also an addict, he has been in and out of rehab 18 times, when we meet a yr ago he was trying to get clean again, then slipped up again, he too was in denial and thought he could handle it on his own, but was wrong. He too last his son and partner due to drugs and other things. I know it is hard, I explained to him that I never used drugs and I wouldn't be with a person who did, I have a 16 yr old son from my first husband who passed away 3 yrs ago and he is my number one priority. I told him its time to make the choice change or spend the rest of his life with this demon huanting him. Change was his discision. He is 40 yrs old and wants to have a life a life with me so we discussed his options and decided that the methadone program was the only way for him to succeed. so for the past 2 months thats what we've done. It's been a rough road I won't did ya. I feel that this is the best choice he could have made. he has no cravings for herion, it not easy but if you both love each other and are willing to fight for what is important you'll make it. I am here for ya and I know what is running through your mind. And trust me you are not a bad person for loving him and being with him, just don't let his addiction drag you donw you need to remember that you have to make yourself number one. stay strong their is hope. Hugs KarenAnn |
