"I have suffered from depression most of my life, but had some long, non-depressed times. The last 16 years have been an on-going, constantly worsening nightmare for me medically, socially and with my family. 11/2008 to the present has been the worst time in my life, and new things just keep piling up. During that time Iíve gone from being mostly homebound to being totally homebound due to the errors of about 2 dozen doctors who overmedicated me so badly that I came home w/ 4 conditions I didnít go in with. I spent months wanting to die, and finding MDJ may well have saved my life. Itís one of the worst feelings to know that nobody on earth needs you for anything; but now that Iíve been a group leader for awhile, there are people here who need me. Thanks MDJ." (Sylvia4648)
Iam having difficulty trusting people. I have isolated myself and dont really care what I look like. I have no recal of the events during my abuse and abuser. She tried to kill me several times and drugged me daily and I didnt know it. I continue to have flashbacks. She also beat me. I would wake up to find all those bruises all over my body. I cant seem to get out of that hole
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