|Oct 19 2009|
My mortgages are two months past due, going on three actually, credit cards are declined, and no paycheck forthcoming. In addition, my business can't pay it's operating expenses and might be getting sued, twice. We have insurance for that, of course, but can we handle any further stress?
The list goes on.....it was my 10th wedding anniversary and I barely saw my husband all weekend and we certainly didn't do anything special or even mundane in observance of it. All that I ever wanted was a happy marriage. I'm on my third, fourth if you count the first one, and we are far from happy. My husband just doesn't love me anymore. He loved the hypomanic me, not the normal or even broken me.
My son got suspended from school, again.
Does anyone have anything positive to say? Is there hope that I will ever be happy? Sometimes, I just don't see it.
Feeling sorry for myself...
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