Off to work again

When this all first started I realized pretty quickly that salad(one of the things I love) Is probably out.  I ate a fruit cup and wanted to die from pain. It has been a few months and my hubby gotme applesauce which I can eat and fruit cups that I used to eat.  So this morning I tried to eat one.  I have been feeling much better so I figured I could handle it.  Not,  I had extreme pain and off to the bathroom I went.  I am still quite new to this having an incurable disease thing.  All the things in your life change to such an extreme.  I was a total foodie, dreamed of things to make and eat and now I get up in the morning and it takes me a good half hour to just figure out something to eat, that joy is gone.  Some days I could probably just not eat because I just don't want to.  But I know that, that would be bad, you need fuel.  I work in a hectic and physical place, so me not eating would not go over very well.  Do you ever get over that part of the funk?  So alas, no more salad and fruit cups.