Wow, still in shock. Journey to acceptance.

My mother is finally coming up to Ohio to visit.  I think she will love the area I live in.  She wanted so badly for me to come back to FL and work for her again.  I told her now that Ihave been diagnosed with Crohns and have some other issues I can't. With her there is no insurance.  As some of you know Pentassa is almost 1200 a month, I pay 60 on my ins. plan from Lowes.  So I am stuck now.  It amazes me that last year I talked about letting the insurance lapse,  it was a waste of money,  I never visited Drs unless I felt like I was dying.  I thank God everyday now that I didn't do that.  All of the tests and medications would have truly taken me under.  I have felt a bit better for the last week when it comes to the Crohns.  The pain however in the heel and the elbow are getting very bad now.  I stopped the Predisone three weeks ago and the Etolac (anti-inflammatory) two weeks ago.  The limp is back and even when I am off my feet the heel is tender to the touch and pulses pain and throbbing.  This sucks, especially, when my hubby wants me to accompany him everywhere and take the dogs out twice a day even though we have a fenced in yard.  He thinks he is doing it with my best interest at heart.  But after being on my feet for eight hours on the concrete I kind of don't feel like it.  I am such a wimp.  Back to mom.  She will be in on Sunday night  , I hope she enjoys herself and I am hoping I stay healthy while she is here.  Going to go see Dark Shadows, love those Burton/Depp collaborations.