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to talk how I feel and be supported. I love to talk to people who
understand how I feel and are going through what I am. I have gained
many friends at MDJunction who I truly care about" (joanne82)

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Working toward PEACE

Today was a painful day. Lots of electric shooters all over my body and head. Had a fight with Greg and really felt the connection between stress and my pain not to mention a raise in my blood sugars. Insurance denied the new prescription for me CYMBALTA? So now I have to call and fight them on this on Monday. More stress. I saw Mandy today and it was good to spend time with her. She played the guitar for me and sang to me. I loved it! I needed it. Hope to sleep tonight! Going to try now.

A new pain specialist tomorrow!

Jun 14 2010

Feeling exhausted with doctors and pain specialist appointments. I never seem to get any relief and yet I keep searching for help and answers. Are there any or am I searching for somethingthat doesn't exist? I feel so helpless being this ill and feeling like a burden and I feel helpless and sad for everyone else on here in so much pain also. I never realized all the pain in the world. It is overwhelming. Sometimes I wonder if there isn't a cure or at least a close cure and the pharmaceutical companies are not stalling? Does that sound crazy? I can not help it. I just do not understand with all our technology? Diabetes does not seem that difficult to figure out to me? Just a thought! I am very cold today. My back feels frozen right now. It HURTS! My appointment is for 5 and a half hours tomorrow. How can I make it? I can barely get in a car to get there? I am dreading this and scared too.

Previous diary posts by angiepangie39:

neuropathy pain sucks
feels like vice grips on my legs standing on hot c...
scared of getting worse

more pain today and keeping hope
feeling sick and tired of being sick and tired
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written by wendynokinawa, July 14, 2010

I will be trying acupuncture next week, I've heard really good thins about it woking on neuropathy pain. As you know, we'll try ANYTHING to ease this pain that so many people just don't understand.