The past two days have been horrible.  I've had a migrane for two days and my blood pressure has been elevated eventhough I'm taking my meds.  Today it was 162/108 pulse 106 yesterdayit was 157/112 pulse 111.  My son is also sick.  I hate when my kids get sick they go through enough seeing me sick.  But kids will be kids it's just so hard when you don't even want to get out of bed yourself and your kid is sick in bed.  I feel like I'm showing him how to be weak instead of getting up and trying to be strong.  I don't know it's just one of my off days.  I hate these days so bad.  Wish there were more good ones.  Or even so-so ones more often.  I guess I should be happy I'm still able to get up every morning whether I feel miserable or not.  And believe me I am.  There's nights where my mind just wanders and I'm afraid  I won't be able to wake up in the morning.  I guess that's why I sometimes can't get to sleep no matter what I take.  I'm sorry I'm just being stupid and feeling sorry for myself.  I guess that's why I'm not doing good......